On Saturday, April 18th 2008, a very dear member of our family, one who will be loved, cherished, and missed terribly, has passed away. Born on June 1st 1989, she entered my life before I was even aware she existed. There are countless pictures (that are lost at the moment) of me as an infant, with Patch cradling my head as I lay in my crib and slept. For as long as I can remember, I've always had a good memory of her. Like this one; whenever my mother went out and bought McDonalds for dinner, she'd always get me the chicken nuggets because they were my favorite. But I had a contender for the chicken nuggets sitting right beside me at the dinner table. There sat my pure white, fat, happy persian cat...her tail swishing left and right and her eyes wide at the scent of the delicious chicken nuggets that was right before Patch and I. She would wait for an opportune moment, or make one herself, to snatch a nugget and run away to eat it. One time I remember that she knocked over some newspaper to make a distraction. So while I was cleaning up the papers off the floor, she had pawed one, and ran behind the TV to go and eat it...today, April 20th, 2008, we will be burying her near our garden with McDonalds Chicken Nuggets as a memorial.

Another fond memory of Patch is when my brother was punished in my room, for god only knows what. He wanted some company to relieve his boredom, so he let Patch inside. A few minutes later, I hear my name being called by him to come and see Patch. So I walk up the stairs and go to see what was up. Little did I know that Wayne (my brother) had put Patch in a hamper, which she was scared of. Anyway, I'm walking towards Waynes room, and all of a sudden, a fat white blur comes bursting out of his room, and right towards me. It hit my right leg, knocked me down, and sped off down the stairs. Patch had come full speed out of his room and right at me. Mind you Patch was 20 pounds at the time...how a cat that fat goes so fast, I don't think I'l ever know...and I was 110+ pounds. Wayne looks out of the room, sees me knocked down on my ass, and Patch tearing down the stairs. Me and Wayne broke out in so much laughter, we couldn't stop giggling and joking about it for the next hour.

But one of my greatest memories about my beloved Patch, is whenever I would be feeling sad, or lonely. For example, when my Grandma died, I was devastated. I would cry on and off for weeks after her death...but whenever I was home, there she'd be. Patch would ALWAYS come and find me whenever I felt sad, or needed comfort. Sometimes, she'd just come up, look at me in the eyes, and mew...then hop up in my lap and purr and knead. She always had a knack for cheering me up...I consider her more of a family member, best friend...and of a human than a "pet". She had the personality, and the compassion of a human, without all the evil and suffering humans can harbor. She never bit, scratched, or hurt us in any way intentionally. Of course she'd always play bite us, but that was all in good fun.

So this journal goes out in memoriam to my Sister, my friend, my confidant...my dearly beloved, and dearly missed cat; Patch Russell.

May you rest in peace and find all the chicken nuggets that you could ever want, wherever you are.

I have posted some videos of her on YouTube. [link] Click here if you want to see them.

Hmm...I'm bored so I figure I'll just put in a journal...

About what? I have no clue XD I'm just writing this up as I go along.

...I HAFTA PEE 8D

And I have two bagels near me...both of them with sausage, egg and cheese on them...they is delicious, but I'm full so they are kinda just sitting there until i get hungry. Meh.

Ya, I said it XD

I kinda hate the internet...ya know why? Because there is so much stuff on the place that you don't know a fraction of what's out there (other than porn :\) and you're stuck with the boring stuff because you can't find the cool stuff...

DAMN YOU INTERNET!!! DAMN YOU TO HELL!!!

-done with the random rant-

8D

For those peoples out there...I have no idea why I'm writing this XD Prolly just to give ya'll (zomgar, I said ya'll XD) a quick glimpse into meself.

Likes: Video Games (ftw), paintballing, BLEACH!!!, watching movies and such, playing RO with all my friends, and helping people out, writing stories, and pretty much everything else (unless it's listed in the Dislikes or Hates category)

Loves: Maddy...OH and pizza XD

Dislikes: Goths (don't get me wrong, there are tons of people out there that dress and look like goths that are VERY nice people...it just makes me feel EXTREMELY uncomfortable x_x) emo people (that goes without saying) assholes (figuratively speaking of course) cheaters (both, people who cheat in games and in relationships) liars, chouvenists, people who think they're better than everyone else, people who make excuses for their problems when they know for a fact that they are the cause of them (say for instance someone brags about how good they are as baseball, then when they get up to the plate and strike out, or miss a ball that is coming right towards them, they blame it on the pitcher or the umpire for not throwing it right or making a horrible call) obessivly clean people, attention whores...and so on, OH and most rap.

Hates: Mark, goths (I put this in here again for people who go overboard, like use make-up to make them look pure white then put pitch black eyeliner under their eyes and such...honestly, you can make a statement, but when you do that kind of shit, that's just too damned much)

Fears: talking on the phone and microphones, death (not really dying in general, we all have to die sometime...just...things that are associated with death such as pictures of the Grim Reaper), not being able to catch a plane to Canada this summer (probably my biggest fear), and flying mutated flaming monkeys

Enthusiasms: extreme sports and such (kyaking [not sure how you spell that] bungie jumping, sky diving, hang-gliding,etc... [I haven't done these yet, but I plan to])

My motto: You can be young only once, but you can be immature forever!!!

YOUR proverb: A penny saved is worth two in the bush, Don't cross the road if you can't get out of the kitchen, and people in glass houses sink sh-sh-sh-ships

The one prayer I can't get out of my mind:
And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord, for thee. Our wrath hath descended forth from thy hand, and our feet will swiftly carry out thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri, Et Fili, Spirictus Sancti


Oh! Have I mentioned I love Maddy? :3